Friday, April 30, 2010
Last blogged @ 4:45 PM

I'll try.

Currently sitting at the void deck of Baby's house, waiting for her to bathe and come down.

I know I've never been a good girlf. I know I failed in everything I tried to do, and I always can't get myself to be better than before.
I know how much it sucks to have sucha girlf, and wondering "why can't my girlfriend be like this?" when you see how perfect your friend's girlfriend is.
I don't deny I have a bad temper with a serious attitude problem. I don't deny how irritating I can be to ruin your perfect day.
Everybody has their good and bad points and I don't deny that my bad points are much more than my good ones.

I don't know how to care for you the way you want me to, I don't know how to show love to you the way you want me to. And I always do the opposite of what you're expecting.

I'm always late on our dates, dragging my own sweet time when you want to see me as soon as possible, sleep till I neglected your texts and calls, getting aggitated when I shouldn't have, not being there at times when you need me, irresponsible, so on and so forth.

Deep inside, I love you with all my heart.
Action speaks louder than words but I'm always doing the wrong thing at the wrong time.
I always wanted to change my own attitude and temper. But it's easier said than being done. I tried and each time, it will all eventually comes back. I failed time and again.

Deep inside, I love you with all my heart. It feels good when I see you being happy to be with me, being happy when I make you little surprises, etc. As simple as it is, I love your smile. Because it shows me how much joy and happiness I've managed to give you. But still, I never fail to upset you too.

I may not be the best girlf on earth, neither even a good girlf.
All I want to try is to make this love last, cause I will never want it to end. This love of ours is so special. Though we have many bad days, sad moments and bad memories, it is all these ups and downs that made us stay strong.

I'll never give you up, I know you'll never give me up too. We know how much we don't wanna part with each other, though we always throw each other nasty comments when we're upset.

You and I, we made each other our pillar of strength. I love you for who you are, and you love me the same way too.
I know we can make it, through it all.

Last blogged @ 1:45 AM

Unspoken.

It's been quite some time since I last updated my blog.
I wanted to, but I couldn't figure out why blogger's uploading the photos so slowly.
And I always end up giving up and going to bed.
So, here I am, doing a post (like finally) without any photos.

Yesterday was Mum's birthday, as well as Ms Jas's.
First, had a short little celebration for Ms jas in school,
and went to town after school, with Mum.
Got her a Coach's wristlet as birthday present.
Shopped and went to Suntec for dinner.

April is ending, and very soon, my birthday will be here.(so is Baby's!)
We've still got no idea if we will be postponing our flight to Bkk.
And still have got no idea how we are going to celebrate our birthday in Singapore.
AWW :(

Baby has been busy working recently,
hardly even have time to go out with me. But it's okay.
Cos after all, she'll bring me out at least once a week,
spending more time together. :)

My back has been hurting quite a lot recently.
I don't know why, but maybe my heavy bags are the cause of it. :(
Talking about it, my back is hurting again.
My follow up appointment is next month. Hopefully I didn't cause my backbone to go crooked again!

Sigh, not really in a good mood now, so time for bed. :(
Gonna turn in early!

Wednesday, April 14, 2010
Last blogged @ 2:20 AM

I've finally gotten back my iPhone and I'm so happy now!
Currently, I'm only left with two more tasks to go :

1. Collect my N97.
2. Send my vodafone for replacement.

Went to school today and over to Baby's house after my lessons.
As usual, sent Baby to work before returning home.
Finally, a cooling night as it rained. I am so happy, because I have been feeling so hot lately.
And when I feel hot, I tend to lose my cool easily. And that is really bad, 'cos nobody likes to feel unhappy, right? (:
Gonna get a screen protector tomorrow. I wanted to get the "mirror" screen protector, but Baby said that she heard from others that it will affect the sensitiveness of my LCD. oh gawddd :(

Last Saturday, my left eye was swollen and painful. It looks like sore eye, but it isn't sore eye. I felt so terrible, and after I kept applying Eye-mo, it recovered. And now, it's my right eye! Oh no~ :( I really really hate this.
And finally, I've managed to get myself to concentrate a little more in classes and I'm slowly understanding the new topics. I hope it's not too late now :(

Going off to bed to rest. My eye hurts and it needs a good rest. Nights people! (:

Tuesday, April 13, 2010
Last blogged @ 1:15 AM

So, I guess these are what iPhone 4g's gonna look like. And I can't wait for it to be out! Baby's gonna get it for me while she uses the iPhone 3GS I'm using now, that she bought for me. How sweet! <3 I guess I would want the white one, but I find the pink one rather beautiful. Wait till it's out then.
Baby can be really sweet when she wants to or be a really big bully when she's bad! Haha, but I love you, no matter if you are that sweetie pie or that mad cow. (:

Baby got me Mickey Mouse files today and I'm so happy cos I always wanted a Mickey Mouse clear holder. Gonna get a book too to write down all my notes as I always misplace the foolscap papers that I copied my notes on. ):
Sweetie is not working this Thursday and Sunday and she's going to bring me out! Happy~ 'Cos she has been working very hard and don't really have the time to bring me out, even if she do, she is tired from all the tiring works and need a good rest. I'm not unhappy with it though, I've been a really good girl, going back to Baby's home straight after my school everyday and when she wakes up, we will have our dinner together. I'll send her to work before making my way home. And back at home, I'll watch my favourite TV shows, go online for awhile maybe, and off to bed when I'm tired.

Saving really hard to get Mum a Bebe top for her birthday that is coming really soon. Trying my best to save really really hard, 'cos I hope I can even have enough money to bring her out for lunch at a nice place maybe? Baby's really sweet to me, when she knows that I've been saving really hard on my allowance, she gives me some money so that I can still get some food to eat when I am hungry. Love you, honey <3 You're the sweetest. (:

Monday, April 12, 2010
Last blogged @ 1:46 AM

Baby came over at around 5am to fetch me and we went to meet Keith. Slacked and chatted at his house downstairs for a few hours before returning back to Baby's house to sleep.


Baby and I caught the movie "Date Night" today and it was pretty hilarious. Laughed till my tummy hurts! (:
Sent Baby to work, and went back home.
Just a short post and I'm going to bed as there's school tomorrow. Goodnight, people! <3

Sunday, April 11, 2010
Last blogged @ 2:51 AM

I don't know what is going on with me, I seem to be really unlucky these few days. And really unlucky.
First, my N97 gave me problems, sent it for repair. Next, was my iPhone with smashed screen and then the bracelet that my mum gave me broke, have to send it for repair too.
And now, my mobile broadband is spoiled, :( SIGHS.
AND, because of those red warriors in Bangkok and the chaos there, we will have to postpone our trip. HOW SAD! Gosh. :( And for my studies, it's getting from bad to worse. I don't even understand the new topics now, and I can't seem to get myself concentrate. Really upset with myself.
I really wish to know how can I motivate myself. O levels is just a few months away.
I don't want to fail, and end up wasting soooooo much money. Sigh. :(

Saturday, April 10, 2010
Last blogged @ 5:43 PM

SATURDAY (03 APRIL 2010)


Went to meet Tracia at bedok for lunch and to Century Square to send my phone for repair.
And met Baby at Bugis. Shopped till night and went home.





Baby sent me to school, and after school, we met up at Plaza Singapura, and we had Teppanyaki at Sakae Sushi. Went back to Amk after that and got myself a new shades as I lost my previous one. (I don't even remember where I left it, I just remembered that I brought it out when we went fishing! ):) Baby got me a new pencil box. Mickey mouse oh! (: Love you, baby.

Tuesday, April 6, 2010
Last blogged @ 3:38 AM

Update tomorrow!

I wanted to update my blog earlier on but because there were a lot of photos, I waited for a few hours and only less than half of the photos were uploaded. I believed that if I continue waiting for the photos to be uploaded, i would have no more time to sleep because I have to wake up for school at 7.30am and it's already 3.40am now. I need to catch some sleep and I shall do a proper post tomorrow. Nights people!

Friday, April 2, 2010
Last blogged @ 11:10 AM

Fishing on April fool!