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Tuesday, December 8, 2009
Last blogged @ 12:41 AM hospital phobia. today, I went to NUH for my check up before my operation tmr morning.
fuck. i really am scared of needles already. cried my fucking heart out when they took 3 tubes of blood from me. CBSXZZZZZZZZZZ SIAAAAAAAAAAAAA! i was so fucking scared, felt so alone. though my mum was there, but it just felt like, I was on my own, all alone. to face the fear. Fucked up mood, fucked up situation, i so dont wna be in the hospital. yaya, 9 fucking days only. easier said to be done. nobody knows the fear I am having in my heart. I'm so scared, I wna cry my lungs out, but nobody is here. I'm so scared, I need some strength, but nobody is here. It's just now me, and my fucking self. I so dont like this. Because, I dont have, anybody, anymore. Fuck. |
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