Saturday, September 26, 2009
Last blogged @ 9:32 PM

time to saveeee!

time for me to save, save, and saveeee!
i want to save $135!
i so wanna get the clothes i laid my eyes on. ):
i wana get it FAST FAST FAST! ):

Friday, September 25, 2009
Last blogged @ 3:08 PM

life, you're making fun of me.

i was a very happy lil girl when i was younger.
daddy and mummy, filled with love.
i was their perfect lil princess,
until our family tore apart.

i wished i'll grow up fast,
and will not have to face this problem again.
but i was wrong,
i wished i never had grown up after i did,
i have to face even more things.

i started to hate myself,
hate myself, and every single one around me.
love? it was a total joke for me.
because to me, love was the greatest lie.
nobody, nobody made me love myself,
and regain my confidence in myself and life.
nobody.
i found life meaningless.

until i met you.

i want, i want.
to start a new life.
a perfect life i've been seeking for.
someone to love, and someone who love.
someone who make me believe that love,
isnt the greatest lie.
and believe that happiness exist.
and it's going to happen to me.
someone who make me love myself,
and regain all the confidence i ought to have.
from this moment, till forever.

but life has to be unfair to me,
people keep trying their luck to break my happiness.
many many wicked people.
once again, i feel pathetic and forlorn.
nobody will understand...
because, once again, i hate myself.
and everything.. back to square one.

Last blogged @ 2:32 PM

deep inside, i hate myself.
if i could, i dont even wish to know myself...

Tuesday, September 22, 2009
Last blogged @ 7:42 PM

Baby, I'm Sorry.

Oh I had alot to say
Was thinking on my time away
I missed you and things weren't the same
'Cause everything inside it never comes out right
And when I see you cry it makes me wanna die.

I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue
I'm sorry about all the things I said to you
And I know I can't take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go 'round
And I just wanted to say I'm sorry.

This time I think I'm to blame
It's harder to get through the days
We get older and blame turns to shame
'Cause everything inside it never comes out right
And when I see you cry it makes me wanna die.

I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue
I'm sorry about all the things I said to you
And I know I can't take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go 'round
And I just wanted to say I'm sorry.

Every single day I think about how we came all this way
The sleepless nights and the tears you cried
It's never too late to make it right
Oh yeah sorry

I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue
I'm sorry about all the things I said to you
And I know I can't take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go 'round
And I just wanted to say I'm sorry.

I'm sorry baby.
I'm sorry baby, Yeah.
I'm sorry.