Tuesday, June 30, 2009
Last blogged @ 12:56 PM

just like expected,
i'm sick, having a headache,
seriously, i think it's due to the stupid rain yesterday.

sighs, alone with my beloved dog at home now.
mum's at malaysia, darling's at work.
plus, the two of them doesn't want to care about me anymore.

this is the time, i suddenly realise,
i am indeed alone.
i dont have friends i can turn to,
nor family members who i can tell everything to.
i have only somebody,
even closer to my family,
being here more than my friends do..
my boyfriend.

but sadly, things changed yesterday night.
i didn't want to do anything anymore,
don't wanna act stupid again.
so i tried to stay cool,
like i should have done previously.
i dont wanna act like a small lil girl who just lost her doll.
i thought through that, and i knw, damn it, it's irritating. -,-
from the start, what i should have done is to stay cool,
and think through everything that has happened.

from this day onwards,
what i'm holding on, is an empty shell,
an empty shell with nothing to share.

and for me,
i think i am gg back to go through that
accumulating = volcano thinggy again.
something i hate to face back. fuck shit.

Monday, June 29, 2009
Last blogged @ 11:12 PM

i think i'm getting fever sooon, ):
due to the long walk under the rain this afternoon,
and added on, just now.

having cold war with mum,
and darling.. sighs,
who's going to take care of me?
the thought of it just feel so sad. ): awww.

Dont know what the hell is happening to my skin,
rashes here and there,
scratching like a mad monkey,
i dont even know what caused it.
i just hope the irritation would stop! ):

school tomorrow again..
oh-my-goshhhhh.
fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckkk.

):

Last blogged @ 11:37 AM

just woke up,
silly darling thought she lost her bike key,
when she put it in her bag's back pocket.

my blog is soooo deaddddddddddd -,-
but, only selected thoughts and feelings are supposed to be written in blogs, dont they?
so, it ends me up with nothing to blog.
B-L-A-H.

going to prepare for school in 15 minutes time. zzz.
school, school, school. zzzzz!
but, still alright for maths lesson though. :D
today, i have that "quit smoking" class.
fuck, it's such a waste of time, i see no point man,
cause at the end of the whole long lessons,
students will just walk out the class and light up their ciggarettes in the smoking area.
so, what's the difference..
sighs.

yesterday, went to catch "transformer" with darling, yongxiang, and keith.
and after the show, darling was like..
"If only my bike also can like that ar!", this and that.
that's the result for bringing kids to movies, you know?
LOL LOL LOL. =X

i dont know what else to blog about already.
good-bye peeps.

Sunday, June 21, 2009
Last blogged @ 11:03 PM

it's been a loong loooong time since i last updated my blog.
each time i open up blogger, im lazy to click "New Post" >.<
yesterday, darling finished work early, so we went to bugis to shop.
just the two of us. happy dating :D

darling bought stuffs for both me and her (:
and she brought me to catch "Ghost Of Girlfriend's Past" (:
Feel So Great To Feel Baby's Love! :D

and we walked hand in hand down, smoking and chatting.
until we finished the cigarette and we cabbed back home (:
Loves Loves Darling. (:
We planned many many dreams together,
this year, next year, and down to the rest our lifes together. (:
can't wait to fulfill it all, together.
Baby, always remember our promises and dreams.
and our strong love will pull through everything, right?
hehs (:

baby look so blissful (: