Tuesday, March 31, 2009
Last blogged @ 11:27 PM

bad day ):


i dont feel good today.
not that im not feeling well, but rather,
i dont feel happy today. ):

school today was...
lonely.
go to school alone,
smoke alone,
buy drinks alone,
sit alone,
go home alone.
alone alone alone alone alone!!

my mummy has left for malaysia,
going for a week.
asked her if she can cook a last meal
for me before she leaves for a week.
and "not free" is the answer i got.
sighs.
im stuck at home,
attending to my dog's shit and urine.
i wouldnt really mind if she knows how to listen,
and do her business at the right places.
because, she always make the mistake
just when im leaving the house.
oh, what the hell.

dont know why,
i think alot today.
i still feel something weird inside me.
an emptiness feeling,
like something is missing.
but, i dont know what it is,
what i really really need.

sucks,
i just wish to be happier.
i really wish...