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Friday, November 28, 2008
Last blogged @ 2:58 AM           as times goes by... went for job interview today with tricia :D starting work tmr but, we are in different outlets! only one promoter per outlet ): but never mind (: went to tiong bahru to shop for clothes for work. but only end up buying polo-tees ): imagine we have to wear fully black for 6 days per week! uh, and i was telling close and bie that when we are having off, we have to wear colourful clothes because we dont get to wear any colours on other days. laughs. :D sighs. many things happened.. but, what to do? this is life. "/ have to wake up early for work tmr, and it's late now. NIGHTS~ :D
Thursday, November 27, 2008
Last blogged @ 2:20 AM     SAYANG :D went out at 8.30pm to meet xnas at lavender :D went to jalan jalan for awhile and went home. sayang was the joke of the day! laughs. and she went.. "d...do...don..dont.....d..dis...distur...bbb...me..eee....." LOL. HAHAHAHA. =X tagboard got spam by someone. and you know who you are yeah? if you're not happy, you can just tell me. seriously, i treated you as my good friend. but? you disappoint me. whatever shit it is. -.-
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
Last blogged @ 3:26 PM friendship? fuck it, i was wrong to trust you.
fucking bullshits, good friends you claim. yeah, absolutely right, good friends only when you need me, or rather, the whole bunch of us. when you need help, when you are helpless, we are always your good friends, yaya, i miss youuuu~ i love youuuu~ fucking bullshits. and when you need us no more, you're gone just like that. and worst, backstab. what the hell. yeah, you claim that people are ungrateful to you. but please reflect on your own. WHAT ABOUT YOU? fuck, when you are in trouble, when you need help, who was there? WERE YOU GRATEFUL OF IT THEN?! then stop claiming that people are ungrateful to you when in the first place, YOU take people for granted. dont expect from others so much because you yourself, are a ungrateful slut. no matter what others had told me, no matter what others tried to warn me, i trusted you, but i realised, i was so WRONG to do that. look at yourself now? where do we stand? or rather, where do I, a good friend of yours that you CLAIMED, stand? what the fuck. you and your fucking bullshits. and oh, by the way, trying hard to get someone huh. please take a look of yourself in the mirror first okay. let's not talk about looks, the things you have done had already turned people off, alrights? if you're trying hard, try harder. because even if you do, you'll only become a laughing stock. HOR, SAYANG? :D and lastly, FUCK YOU for all the shits.
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
Last blogged @ 7:07 PM i dont wanna look back, you make me wanna hold your hand tightly and walk this journey with you... super bored. bie came over to my house at 2pm and we played with the com.. till now. slacking at home, didnt want to go out. many invitations to go st james. but, i feel so nuaaaaa. so is bie (: sighs, right now, still cant decide whether i should go back school. ): i want to accompany bie and tracia, and i dont wanna leave my bie alone. well, sighs! yesterday, angmeibao went missing and got us so worried, in the end, she was sitting alone under tricia's block. what the hell. i was damn mad at her. -.- but, sighs. what to do? i'll still forgive her.  XNAS :D cheer up, my friend :D life has to go on, no matter what happens, you still have us (: your girlf and i will always be there for you to complain about your days and about how you feel, alrights? never give up, you'll always have us :D promise! :DD Last blogged @ 1:23 AM             i give my heart to you, hoping that you'll not break it... yesterday, went to bie's house to find bie, meibao and tricia (: hahahaha. and went to find tracia together :D i kept pestering bie to bring me to pastamania and i got to eat my pasta!!! :DD went to pasar malam to shop shop shop, and bie said that i spent money like using water. stupid! took alot of nonsense photo in tampines mall's toilet, because we were super bored, waiting for meibao to finish doing her business. hahaha. missed the last train, last bus and got no transport to go home, ended up taking cab. waste money again -.- today, went out with my mum (: bought a new laptop. and bie came to look for us! :DD had some stupid quarrels but at the end of the day, everything was alright (: bie, mummy and i joked around and it was really fun (: ♥ i'm glad to have you by my side...
Sunday, November 23, 2008
Last blogged @ 1:53 PM the hurts and disappointment are done, sorry doesnt cure it, but you have to take more time to prove to me that you mean your words...
fuck. im having fever now, and i still have to go for my job interview at 4pm. ): sighs, things happened one after another, i just dont know what i should say. whatever it is, im really disappointed, and though i said that it's okay already, the hurts are already done. so, what to do? life's like that lur. right now, i just hope to live my life happier, but it always seem to be difficult. "/ whatever it is, friends out there who really cares about me, no worries, i'd be fine. xiaoen's a strong girl! :D okay great, the first thing i realised after i woke up, was that my mum is missing. where did she run to? never even reply my messages. "/ well, have to go get ready now, will come back to update when im back homeeeee! :D ♥ were the promises you made, and the words you said just sweet-nothings? why do you say a thing and do another? why do you have to make me so disappointed in you? yeah, i know, you love me. but, the things you do dont link up to your words. bie, my hopes in you are dying slowly... i just cant seem to understand what you really really want. is it that each time i forgive you, you would forget about it already, and do something without realisation to make me upset with you again? i really dont know, only you know. sighs... Last blogged @ 2:31 AM i'm sorry for everything that has happened...
had some problem with bie. well, it's all over already, and hopefully things will get better. im having a terrible sore throat from yesterday's drinking session for mama moon's discharge and birthday, and i have a job interview tomorrow! ): gosh. and because of this stupid job interview, i cant keep my promise in keeping my mum company tomorrow, and therefore, we quarrelled badly. -.- havent talk to each other yet, but, i dont think it was my fault. i was wrong to shout at her and scold her, but... sighs, i just dont understand what she really really want. whatever it is, i've apologised. and right now, bie, meibao and tricia are at KTV, i missed it. bie just called and.. my dearest jiemei angmeibao was singing... and........ shall not mention it here, otherwise, she'll kill me! laughs. lastly, i miss my bie! ): ♥ bie, im sorry for everything, sorry for the hurts i've caused through my harsh words today. you know i didnt mean it. i said it out of anger, and only because im scared of being hurt by you. i just want to tell you that im sorry, and it do hurts to hurt you this way. ): no matter what, i'll be waiting for you to fulfill your promise, and bie, we'll work things out, yeah? (: |
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